I'm Angry

I never asked for this. I never wanted this. I always thought I was going to die young, but not from some liver disease. I want to have kids, travel, retire. I want to experience everything this world has to offer, and not have to worry about a common cold landing me in the hospital, or being poked numerous times a month watching my LFT's rise. My Gastroenterologist told me NOT to get pregnant, and that I shouldn't get pregnant because it would be too dangerous for me and the fetus. This devastated me, and still does. I am not getting any younger, and I will never experience having a child, and I might not be here in a few years anyway. I'm SO ANGRY!
Kristin, Alberta